Songs randomly bounce around in my head...

Am I the only person that happens to? I can't be. But it's amusing to me that it's coming back ... see, when I was a teenager, my friends used to laugh about how I could be counted on to blurt out a movie monologue or song. When I was married, I didn't notice it that much. But now I do. I'm constantly humming again. I get songs stuck in my head and I sing them over and over and over. I relate to music. I always have. Maybe pieces of me are starting to come back! That could be good! VERY good!

I finally got around to scheduling my first counseling appointment since the fallout. I've heard really good things about the guy I'll be going to - that he's been a big help to other people. I know just like anything that involves change, you get out what you put in.

I've been feeling pretty run down lately. Can't explain why, either. Just not feeling right. I made a bunch of phone calls that have been waiting for weeks to be taken care of. The kids finally have appointments to see their new pediatrician and maybe these doctors will actually pay attention to my concerns and send me to the right places to get my kids diagnosed! It would be so nice to be finally be able to understand what my boy is saying and help my social butterfly correctly pronounce words. It's been too long!

I'm working on getting insurance for myself. I've applied with a few different options.

There was something in the divorce papers that made mention of the higher income parent paying for work related child care for the other parent. I asked the ex to ask his lawyer about it to clarify if that meant there could be additional money sent to me to have my kids taken care of. I doubt he's done it yet... but I'm not in a huge rush right now. I probably should be... but, I still don't feel a pressing sense of what I should do. I love doing Mary Kay. I LOVE the products. I love everything about it. I just need more people. lol I'm sure I'll get them... it's intimidating, but I think once I can heal a little bit more and feel like myself again, I could really light it up!

I sound pretty boring this time. That could be a good thing! No drama to report! HA! Still waiting for my sense of humor to come back.... I'm laughing again. Not quite as often as I used to... but still.... laughing is laughing is laughing. :)

The single mom.