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Why is it that BEFORE I created this blog, all I could think about is what I would say if I had one?

Now I do, and I feel like I'm staring at a blank chalk board. There's so much pressure! If I'm not witty or funny or entertaining enough, there you go, bye bye.

My Mary Kay kit came today. :) I'm sitting on my couch surrounded in materials that I'm slightly confused about. LOL I've been getting training, and trying to get up the courage to start asking people to let me practice my facial presentation. I'm a big wuss! I'm so afraid of the word NO. Who isn't? I need to meet them. lol

"Glambert" was on American Idol tonight. He's such a pretty boy. Too bad he's such a dirty freak. lol I told my mom I want to marry someone who looks just like him! LOL I'm not entirely kidding either. lol

My boy has been in this phase of throwing things. I'm about to lose it. He throws EVERYTHING. Is it a boy thing? Is it an age thing? I'm going mad! Cars, trains, plates, forks, buckets, shoes... if it's in his hand and the mood strikes him, he throws it. The boy can hurl stuff across a room! He's hit his older sister in the head many MANY times, and the crying never stops. "WAAAAAAAH!! MOMMY HE THREW THAT AT MY HEAD!!!" .... She's older, she's bigger... and she whines like a baby. You know those pictures online that show a mom with smoke coming out of her ears and her hair standing up like she's been electrocuted? I feel like that A LOT. I have two eyes, two ears, two hands, two feet and two kids.......... but I feel outnumbered by hundreds.

It's been two or three days now of falling asleep after 3:30 am. I'm so tired. I feel like I can ACTUALLY go to sleep now, but there's food that needs to be put away and my MK stuff is sitting out, no doubt in a place where my kids will think it all needs to be torn up or colored on. SO, that means I'll have to force myself to stay awake when I don't want to be to finish things that need to be done. By the time it's finally done, I'll either be so tired I won't be able to crawl fast enough to my bed, or I'll be so wired it'll be ANOTHER 3 am night before I can sleep. lol Choices, choices. Maybe I'll put up my MK stuff and leave the food out. No, I don't wanna do that because I made chicken stuffing casserole... and it's GOOD. Which means I need to do both. But I wanted to watch Glee, cause I recorded it. But WAIT! The kids will be with their dad this weekend, so maybe I can sleep in and watch my shows while they're gone! YES! One more day! I can do that!

My list that I need to get done before tomorrow is -
fold laundry - I have about 8 loads of laundry in various places that need to be folded and put away.. or washed. lol No joke.
do more dishes - it's like laundry... the more dishes you do, the more need to be done. I hate it.
vacuum
clean up the toys
clean up my room

and other stuff that SHOULD be done but probably won't get done tomorrow - clean the bathrooms, mop, crap like that.

I need more hands ... or just more of me. But that could cause some problems........ lol

The single mom.